by Erica Madrid
APEX Movement Performance Team
ericanmadrid@gmail.com

Last Friday, I had just about finished my blog entry when I went to go film my last trick for my 2010 sampler. What happened this day made my rewrite my blog entry about the result.
First, I’ll tell you a little about this blog-changing day. Wall inward fronts are one of my newest accomplishments. I had gotten them on a brick wall at the gym (with an 8 inch mat on the ground) about 3 days before I wanted to film them outside. The day of filming, I went to the gym to get some good practice ones in. They weren’t all perfect, but I was consistently landing on my feet. When it was time for the real deal, suddenly a HUGE wall of self doubt and fear built up in my head. Of course with this mental block comes all the excuses and “what ifs”. The grass is too wet. It’s too muddy and squishy. I can’t get enough power. It’s too uphill. I can’t get enough speed.
Let me tell you, when I get into excuse mode, the list never ends.
Having fear and understanding all possible consequences is important. It is not smart to just throw things without knowing what could happen. However, this does not mean you should let those things stop you from getting better. This is where you have to develop an understanding of rational vs. irrational fear. Then you have to build a strong neuron connection in your brain, that allows you to ignore your irrational fears. That means that when you know deep down that your training and ability can safely get you through the skill you are attempting, then you have to trust yourself and commit 100% to going for it. The more you do this, the easier it will become.
One of the most effective ways of beginning this mental training, is with positive thinking. Here are a couple of websites that have tons of positive quotes in just about every subject, so read them, remember them, and recite them next time you feel a mental block coming!
http://www.successconsciousness.com/quotes.htm
http://www.heartquotes.net/fear.html
I will post my 2010 sampler by this weekend as a comment on the blog. It will have my inward front wall flip performed outside so you can see me practicing what I preach!
Lastly, I want to know if you have had any similar mental blocks on particular tricks, jumps, or movements. Why were you scared? How did you overcome them?
“Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear.”
-Ambrose Redmoon

by Erica Madrid
APEX Movement Performance Team
ericanmadrid@gmail.com




